Na wa 4me o! I sometimes wonda y i dnt hav d resemblance of a social life.cn u imagine my phone stayg 4 days n days b4 i get a call? Ehn? N d bad tin(i think) about it is that m so darn com4table wit it.i think dis whole thin stemmd frm my teenage years.i had it really ruff. I had it ruff wit my parents,n den misinformd about boys,wit no one 2talk 2about issues,i naively turnd 2guys.talk about lukg 4lov in d wrong places! All i got in return 4it was sex.i thot that it was normal in a relationship2hav sex,n dat nt givin him wil send him away! Hw terrible ignorance is.n then afta d whole sex thing,everythin just dies dwn.so my teenage years were ful of terible insecurity,bad treatment frm my parents(loads n loads of beatg 4every lil thin(real or imagind),n rejection.so i withdrew in2 a shell..stoppd trusting,didnt hav friends(my mum beat me out of havin friends.said they were bad 4me)n d few i rebelliously had gave me bad experiences so i didnt botha anymore... B rite bak,want2handle som bizness nw. ...Im bak! So i was telg u about my early years.anyways with al d nastines around me,i withdrew into a shel,made it very comfortable,n i find myself unable 2come out of that shell bcos d shell is so comfortable. ...(i wonder if anyone is reading this!) :-D