Im having the blues...*sighs*..n im not helpin matters with the choice of songs m listening to..rite now m listenin via earpiece to rihanna's song 'rehab'..n b4 that it was nelly funtado's song 'say it right'..n m gonna b listenin to a lotta songs like that til my mood clears.
Wats the source of my blues? I cant stop thinkg about a particular dude.
I met him via facebook.id been seein a lotta stuff he'd been doin.He does a bit of everythin:raps,directs,writes,etc
i decided 2send him a friend request,n in less than 10mins he acceptd my friendrquest.i knew d guy was inteligent,bt d xtent i didnt knw til we startd chattin.
Iv discoverd that i hav a soft spot 4 vry inteligent guys..like inteligent 2d point of being nerdy.
I discoverd durin d course of our conversatn that dis guy was inteligent like that. N also a cool,humorous goofy guy to boot.
We chattd evry weekend and i suddenly found myself lookg 4ward to our weekend chats..n talkg to him made my day..
Told me he had a weakness(his words) for full figured women. told me he was stayg away from women rite now cos his ex had hurt him pretty badly n he hadnt been havg it easy in rlationships.
Anyways, durin d course of one of our conversations,he offered 2hook me up to an audition on a project he'd been workg on and al i had 2do was send som pics.i did.
N i havnt heard 4rm him 2day. N i mis talkg to him. N m wondering wat on earth is wrong wit me. I hav not fallen in lov,that m sure.
I mis d conversation already.mayb d pics werent good enuf.il hav 2admit d pics werent all that.
I wonder if d guy n i wil eva hook up 4a drink or sumthg..
I wonder if il eva get a facebook msg 4rm him again..
I wonder where i left my common sense.
These songs re nt helpg matters at all..
leave your prints on the sands of time
8 years ago