Monday, June 14, 2010

Easy?

How easy is it 4 a single lady2stay celibate once u've had sex? Il b bak shortly 2talk about dis.hello ppl. Phat gurl is back.
Yes ooo.if a lady dcides dat im goin2kip my legs closed as a single lady,hw easy is it?
It wld b a big lie 4me2say dat ive nt wishd dat i cld just b free wit myself n hav all d sex i want..bt i cnt do it.
I hav trid though..''afta all'',i thot 2myself''evrybody is doin it''...
N as pleasurable as it is,i always end up feelin vry ashamed..guilty..n i always feelg like ive disappointd God..then i spend d whole month anxiosly waitg 4my period.
*sigh* not worth it jare.i no fit shout abeg.
But meeen...its nt easy.it realy is nt.